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My Reason To Smile
by PB.
After I stopped believing
that love could ever be real.
Giving up on what I knew,
I thought my heart wouldn't heal.
To me love was just a game,
a game that I could never win.
Losing everything I had,
everything that could've been.
Then here you come into my life
changing the thoughts in my mind.
Bringing me to a new start
leaving all my pain behind.
You're the reason that I write,
brand new poems of true love.
You've given me the things I need,
everything that I've dreamed of.
You showed me how to love again,
the things I lost; in you I found.
You gave me a reason to smile,
you said I had no need to frown.
I will forever be grateful
for everything you have to give.
All the happiness I needed,
and another reason to live.
Every time I hear your name,
a smile forms across my face.
A new feeling...everlasting,
that I know nothing can replace.
I'm so thankful that I have you,
you're there when I need you most.
I don't want anything else,
I just want to hold you close.
I know you'll stay right by my side,
and walk with me that extra mile.
Your love is my reason to live,
and you are my reason to smile.
Meant To Be
by P
I have been in love before
but nothing compares to this
you've touched my heart and soul
In places others have always missed.
There's so much peace and comfort
your whole being brings to me
This love is so complete
I know we are meant to be.
Many nights I lay and wonder
How can I love you this much
without ever having seen you
or having felt your touch.
But your love has touched me in more ways
Than your physical touch ever
it's feeling of such magnitude and depth
that no one could understand.
We've connected om every level
the way we think and feel
the things we want, the things we do
It all seems so unreal.
It's a feeling of really knowing
our love is meant to be
I know without a single doubt
That God sent you to me.
The Real Deal
by PB
We are always searching in life
For that special thing
That thing that makes us fly without wings
When I close my eyes, every single night
All I see is that beautiful sight
That thing I want to touch and hold
That thing better than silver and gold
This thing shares my hopes and dreams
And helps me understand how love should be
It will stand by my side
And will dry my tears when I cry
It will be my best friend
Who will be there till the end
There's nothing in this world I'd rather feel
Than to be in love with the real deal
Somebody Loves you
by Paper
Never say nobody loves you
It really isn’t true
Never think nobody cares
Or wants to marry you
Never think that in this world
There isn’t one for you
A special someone for your heart
To love you oh so true
For I know someone far away
Who holds you very dear
Who thinks about you every moment
And wishes you were near
A man who’d give most anything
To have you as his wife
Who’d love, honor and obey
For the rest of his life
I know this man so very well
I also know that he
Would never ever give you up
For that man is me
~~~ Unique ~~~
What a boring world it would be
if we were all the same
All the pictures of all our friends
would fit in one small frame
I'm not a hippy I'm not a freak
I'm not a yuppy I'm just unique
My thoughts may differ my spirit run free
but that's the way the good Lord made me
It's not the way we dress
or how we wear our hair
But how we act that decides
if we are just and fair
Should we be judged by our color
or for the way we treat each other
Condemn someone for being different
or respect them like a brother
The greatest gift God gave to us
is our own free will
To follow the paths that we choose
and our potentials fill
We may not always do what's right
lie steal cheat and fight
Following which ever voice
is our own free choice
So remembering what the good book said
and the direction that for us He led
Size shape and color don't mean a thing
as long as to the world love we bring
Paul da poet
Heartfelt Cries
by PB
Oh, gentle winds beneath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it amongst these trees.
It's scattered across the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting over the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried beneath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.
Something We All Can Do
by Hope
It takes so little effort
Yet so easy to recognize
Brighten someone's day
Giving your smile exercise
Pass the smile around
Give one others can wear
Sharing can do so much
To let them know you care
The idea is so simple
It can make it worthwhile
Something we all can do
For it cost nothing to smile
There is no limitations
Taking a smile for a stroll
Yet can have such value
Uplifting the heart and soul
Pumpkin Sunshine
Pumpkin sunshine
Cool autumn winds
My heart is dancing
As nature grins
Crunching of leaves
Beneath our feet
Demands to be given
A delicious treat
Pumpkin sunshine
Sea blue nights
Roaring firelight
Let our dreams take flight
Thanksgiving is around the corner....
Thanksgiving is a
time of gratitude to God,
our Creator and Provider,
whose guidance and care
go before us...
and whose love
is with us forever.
Thanksgiving is a time
to reflect on the changes,
to remember that we, too,
grow and change
from one season of life to another.
Thanksgiving is a time
of changing seasons,
when leaves turn golden
in Autumn's wake
and apples are crisp
in the first chill breezes of fall.
Let us remember the true meaning
of Thanksgiving.
As we see the beauty
of Autumn, let us acknowledge
the many blessings
which are ours...
let us think of our families
and friends..
and let us give thanks in our hearts.
 Just Another Birthday
Is this really a special day like some act, and some say or is it just another birthday, maybe just another day.
Tomorrow I will be another year older, another year wiser, and just another day closer to the grave, wow barely stumbling onto twenty-four and having an old age crisis, Nay no crisis, after all this is just another birthday, maybe just another day.
I haven't celebrated a birthday since I was kid still at home in my family's house. But even then it was just another birthday, maybe just another day.
There must be something special about birthdays, it's a day when those around you let you know how much they care, and that they are glad your here, Or maybe it's a day when your enemies curse the earth in which your body came, Nevertheless it's still just another birthday, maybe just another day.
When it's Jesus birthday celebration some give gifts to everyone, and forget about the reason..., then when their own B-day makes it's annual roll around they look in every nook and cranny for gifts even though it's just another birthday, maybe just another day.
But one must admit, that it does feel very nice and special when if even just one friend pause's and takes time to wish you a happy birthday, or when a so called lover remembers your day without needing two hundred and ten little sticky note reminders, on this just another birthday, maybe just another day.
So in the end of this suppose to be a little funny birthday poem
incase everyone once again forgets my day...Happy Birthday to me, on this just another birthday, maybe just another day.
-P W B-
9/05/05
~~~~~~ This Old Biker ~~~~~~
While attending one of those big biker runs one year,
I watched as the crowd was having lots of fun and drinking beer.
But what really caught my attention was this old man sitting on his Harley and not making a sound,
Suddenly, I became sad as other bikers walked past him acting like he wasn't around.
I thought to myself, that biker is someone's son, father, or brother,
We are supposed to be a sister and brotherhood, not act like this to one another.
So I decided I would walk over to him and hear the stories he might have to tell,
As I got closer, I saw he was wearing an old leather jacket, chaps, and his skin was pale.
We began to talk and he told me he had been a biker all his life and the road was his home,
There was once he thought he would give it up but he loved too much the freedom to roam.
He told me about the big runs like Sturgis and Daytona and the places he rode,
How God took care of him all his life and even now that he is old.
He said, "This old Shovelhead Harley has taken care of me everywhere I went",
And when the day comes I can't ride no more, I know my time on earth was well spent.
It is my prayer that as long as I live, those bikers will someday see,
what being a biker really means and stop and listen to old bikers like me.
On the 4th of July 2005
We gather ‘round to celebrate
On Independence Day
Pay homage to our country
As the children run and play.
With barbecues and picnics
And fireworks in the air
The flag we own is proudly flown
To show how much we care.
The stars and stripes spell freedom
She waves upon the breeze
While bursts of colors can be seen
Above the towering trees.
This is all quite wonderful
We revel in delight
But God above in divine love
Has brought this day to light.
With just a stroke of liberty
A touch of His great hand
He gave democracy to us
And helped this country stand.
The stripes upon our stately flag
Were touched by His sweet grace
Each star of white that shines so bright
Reflects His loving face.
So as you turn to face the flag
For battles that were fought
Be filled with pride for those who died
And freedoms that were bought.
But don’t forget to thank the One
That gives the bright display
The reason why we paint the sky
On Independence Day
Happy Independence Day!
My Special List
I have a list of people I know…
All written in a book,
And every now and then..
I look upon those names.
That is when I realize these names..
They are a part,
Not of this book they’re written in…
But taken from the heart.
For each Name stands for someone…
Who has crossed my path sometime,
And in that meeting they have become…
The reason and the rhyme.
Although it sounds fantastic…
For me to make this claim,
I really am composed…
Of each remembered name.
Although you’re not aware…
Of any special link,
Just knowing you, has shaped my life…
More then you could think.
So please don’t think my greeting…
As just a mere routine,
Your name was not …
Forgotten in between.
For when I send a greeting…
That is addressed to you,
It is because you’re on the list…
Of people I’m indebted to.
So whether I have known you…
For many days or a many years,
In some ways you have a part…
In shaping things I do.
I am but a total…
Of many people I’ve met,
You are a friend I would prefer…
Never to forget.
Thank you for being my friend!
Dad's Life
by PwB
A simple man with lofty ideals
Values forged in Depression
and War, Hard Work and Love,
Loyalty and Devotion.
His life he hoped to share,
to give meaning to the years
spent on this earth.
Stories of love, life, death passed on in poetry to each of his children,
"Pomes" written and sent with love.
Through his words we see the past,
The events that shaped his life,
His connection to those who came before,
Those who are here now,
Those who will be.
Christmas Sadness
by P.B.
The holiday season is here again
It's time to make merry
with family and friends
The colorful lights and candles aglow
Bring warmth to our hearts
and make our love grow
In spite of the season
my hearts filled with sadness
the glitter and shine
they don't bring me gladness
for how can I feel
this cheer in my heart
when the future to me
looks so bleak and dark
What do you say to your children
when they want and they need
something you can't give them
A new pair of shoes
to replace worn out ones
or just a few dollars
to do something fun
I can't help but wonder
as I shed a tear
how will I feed
my children this year
I pray to the Lord
both night and day
in the hopes that He'll help us
make everything right
Until that day
I'll do all I can
to make Christmas for my family happy again
Christmas tears
by Paul B
They say that Christmas
is a time of great cheer
but I will not be laughing
I’ll be shedding a tear
this year will be even sadder
than Christmas last year
its sadder now because
you're no where near
everyone will be feasting
and caroling too
your Christmas may be white
but mine will be blue
I’ll try to stay busy
with all the commotion
but inside I will be
a bag of raw emotion
I’ll not think of you
and I’ll try not to scheme
until I’m with you
in my Christmas dream
Love Is Like A Rose
by Paul B.
Love is like a rose
with gentle, tender parts,
Slowly it unfolds
and develops in your heart.
Its beauty can't be tamed,
It's as wild as the wind.
Words can never explain
the feelings held within.
You could be cut by a thorn
and your heart would tend to bleed,
Sometimes it will be torn,
But inside is always a new seed.
There will always be a change,
And yet it grows and grows,
Although it may seem strange,
Love is like a rose.
 To LaRae
Keep On
by Paul B.
See with your heart
And feel with your soul
Try to lift spirits
And make people whole
Give all you can,
For that is all you will know
As you watch people in your life
Come and they go
Keep on trying,
That is what you must do
For some people struggle
And can't make it through
Keep faith in your life,
And love in your heart
And you shall stay strong,
And never fall apart
Live each day in the present
And not in the past,
Or your sanity,
I guarantee,
Will never last
Keep your eyes open,
And your mind in the clear
For you will not miss,
And all things you will hear
Now it must end,
But I leave this to say
Never lose hope,
And may God light your way.
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I Can't Help But Wonder
by Paul
Thoughts we can never see
Unless we choose to reveal
I can't help but wonder
How much you conceal
When being kept from view
Thoughts remain a mystery
I can't help but wonder
Are you thinking of me
The thoughts upon my mind
I am always able to express
I can't help but wonder
Do you think of me less
When counting on thoughts
There is much we can bare
I can't help but wonder
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A Mother Remembered
by Paul
With mother's day approaching,
I can't help, but to transform ,
My wonderful thoughts of my mother,
To those loving Sundys, of years past.
When we wore a carnation,
On mother's day, signifying,
Our mother's where abouts.
Red meant, she was living,
Pink, that she was far away,
And white, that she had past away.
In those memorable days,
We proudly displayed,
A red carnation, on our chest,
As we wore our Sunday best.
She was lively ,and lively she was,
Healthy and spirited at heart,
With an affectionate smile,
That would ease your pain away.
And a laughter that never fade,
She seem to never tire,
With seven to care for,
Her love set our souls on fire.
She lovingly cooked a great dinner,
Even on "Her day ",
As we placed her gifts on display,
On that beautiful mother's day.
With a shy smile, she open them, by the way,
One at a time,
Shiny trinkets,plants and flowers,
With the most caring expression that shined.
Hugs and kisses of thanks,
She gave all around.
The love she shared, with us was abound,
Not even an angel could have cast down.
She rapidly aged,
While sanity raged,
The time took it's toll,
she suffered from a fall.
All her pain was left behind,
Forgotten she will nevr be, in time,
After all the years she was here,
I thank the lord he was kind.
Notes From The Author:
Dedicated to my dear mother.
My Mother may she be resting in peace.
Just Wanted You To Know
by Paul
Just wanted you to know
my thoughts are oft on you
just something about you
that tugs my heart strings true
Don't know just what it is
or how it came to be
just know how my heart feels
when you come near to me
Something in me blooms
as flowers bloom in spring
and my heart melts for you
like the snow does in the sun
This feeling that I feel
is strong and good and true
Each day that passes by
I want more to be with you
"Listen to my heart, can
you hear it sing, telling
me to give you everything.
Seasons may change, winter
to spring, but I love you,
until the end of time."
FEB 14 th Valentines Day
by Paul
I'm usually pretty silly,
when I show you how I care,
but Febuary 14 th is very special,
and be silly, I don't dare.
I thought of sending flowers,
but thought, no, not to you.
I thought of sending candy,
but that was silly too.
I wanted to send a card,
with all the frills along,
or send you all my love
in a silly little song.
I could have sent balloons,
but that is getting old.
I could have sent a heart
made of 14kt. gold.
I could have sent a teddy bear
to snuggle with at night,
but I'd rather it be me you snuggle with,
when you turn out the lights!
I couldn't think of how to show it,
in any special way,
So I guess there's only one thing left
for me to briefly say.
I love you ,
and I'm so glad you're mine.
So would you, if I asked real nice,
be my Valentine?
Sometimes You Meet A Special Person
by Paul
Sometimes you meet a special person.
They enter your life in the oddest of ways.
The impact they have is immense.
Inspirations of happiness and promise fill your days.
Sometimes you meet a special person.
At that moment all the world seems right.
Their positive influence brightens your life.
The thoughts of them turn darkness to light.
Sometimes you meet a special person.
They seem like a long lost friend.
A spirit bound to you in dreams.
Leaving feelings of togetherness you never want to end.
Sometimes you meet a special person.
Dreams and expectations overflow.
The future brings promise and hope.
Making you smile inside and out for the entire world to know.
Sometimes you meet a special person.
A marvel at what God has done.
His creation is an angel in human form.
He knew that you would meet that special person.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHEN IT RAINS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"When it rains it reminds me of you.
Although 10,000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you.
It never fails me.
The rain will always come and I'll always love you.
Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss.
Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."
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Our personalities differ with each person, because of what's shared, I believe.
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To some, were gentle, kind, and loving, to others, we're fun, exciting, adventurous... .
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Do we have multiple personalities, or are we different to other's because of the circumstances that bring us together.
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There's always many things to say in our world of things, often I think some things should be left unsaid, yet often enough, things left unsaid has proven a mistake in many, many people's lives.
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Many people want to know if it's possible to love more then one person in a lifetime, or at one time. I believe the answer is within the individual.
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We allow ourselves to be, or not to be, to feel, or not to feel. Some will feel many loves in their lives, and the emotions are very true to them. Others may never feel what love is.
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We can choose who we love, how we love, where we love, we do not have, nor should we ever try to control who loves us.
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If I could offer one piece of advice... don't turn a love, into a hate. Be grateful, satisfied what love you do have and for when you have it, and don't take it for granted.
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Do what it takes to be happy, but always look to find balance so you don't hurt the ones you love.
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If you've never shed a tear, have you ever loved enough?
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I don't have control over what you think of me, how I make you feel. I can say words to you, but if you don't believe, they mean nothing in your life.
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If you're reading this, you're human... remember, I am too!
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I'm much more then a few words on a web page, a few words in a chat, a few games of card playing.
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I care and I wish you and yours the best of health and happiness. We all find what we search for...we just need to make sure, we know what that is, and don't go looking for things that we don't want to find!
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SMILES and PEACE TO ALL!!!
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CHECK HER OUT FRIST YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID ! ! !
Svetlana Kalaeva (Samara, Russia)
I really did a stupid thing about a year and a half ago as I had a profile listing on a dating website and someone claiming to be from Samara, Russia by the name of Svetlana Kalaeva answered my ad and we began corresponding. We corresponded for quite some time, maybe 3 months or so if my memory is correct. Then this person said they wanted to come to America to be with me and asked if I would help her with the expenses.
I don't know what I was thinking, probably I agreed to because I was very lonely and feeling pressure from my family to become married and so I agreed to. What a fool I was looking back at it. This person asked if I lived near Sacramento, California for the nearest airport where I lived. That should have tipped me right off there, as that is the most expensive flight from Samara since it is the farthest away. I said no, San Francisco is the nearest airport.
Anyway, I sent her the money to cover the flight, which I am embarrassed to say was over $875.00 including the Western Union fees. I never heard from this person again. I felt so used and stupid, it was the dumbest thing I ever did in my life.
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