"I am your butter and your bread. The voice that's in your head. 
I'll take you in and fill you up with a lack of being fed" -Ana

The day I look in the mirror...and see nothing but bones is the day...I will be free

Note to Myself:

Before you go and eat that carrot cake...take a good look at yourself. Stare hard not just a little glance. Do you really think that you need it. Look at you you fucking ugly nasty fat ass blob. Go ahead put it in your mouth and see what happens. For every bite of that you take you will suffer. You will get fatter! Oh yes, it easy to put that weight on, but how long dose it take you to take it off! Wake up, you don't NEED that carrot cake to live have some SF Gum instead. Atleast that your lazy fat ass may be able to work off. What are you good for...you eat and eat and eat but what about all of those people who are nothing but bones and want to eat? Why not sacrifice a little and make there day. Maybe at first you won't make your day, but tommow when you wake up you will be much happier that you did! God you discust me! How can you even think about yourself? You are so damn selfish...People like you need to donate your organs so that some other person can live. Nobody would notice that yyou are going anyways. What are you good at...eating and laying on the couch all day. Are you sure your even human...god you discust me you selfish hog!

I work will hard...to be the perfect peson. I will do WHATEVER it takes. I don't care if I die doing it... Ain't nothing going to stop me...I will kiss peoples ass and put on a happy face just to please this world. One thing I won't do is eat that nasty ass food! What good is it anyways. Everytime we eat that piece of meat a animal had to DIE...Thats just rude. What if we gotten taken away from the people we care about and killed just to be on someones dinner plate. Oh NO NO NO! I don't care what people say about that. I mean imagine having a pet...and lets say you had to kill it to eat it. Same thing as we do to those cows and Pigs and stuff! 

Stand up for animal Rights WWW.PETA.COM

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control, 
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

ANA Confession

Bless me Ana, for I have sinned.

It has been 30 seconds since my last confession.

I confess to gluttony and weakness.  I confess that I doubted your ability to save my wretched soul.  Please forgive my lack of faith.

Help me to resist Mia the Devil and the temptations she places before me.  I am in physical and mental pain because I have sinned against you, Ana...I turned to Mia, and my stomach and soul cries out in pain.

My goddess Ana, help me to resist the desires of the flesh.  Make me pure, holy, and clean.  Please embrace me and make me perfect.  You are my savior, my mother, and always willing to take me back even when I have blatantly left you.  Please erase these sins from my soul and help me to stand up to Mia the Devil...Mia taunts you, dear Ana, and tries to draw me away from serving you.  Help me to make a reply to Mia...help me to stand firm.

Amen.