My letter to Monica
 June 4, 2001
Dear Monica,
Hi, baby, how're you? I received all your pictures today!! Damn kiddo! I was expecting like 3 or 4 pictures but 54?! Thank you very much for the pictures. You're the greatest, did you know that?
All these pictures are beautiful. Thank you very much for them. You sure spoiled me with them. Now let me say that YOU are beautiful. You are a hottie with a sexy body!! You don't mind me calling you my little bunny, do you? You bring a smile to my face every time I receive a letter from you.
I've been through a lot during this time in here. Thank you for coming into my life & showing me your freindship. You're very special to me because everythng about you just seems incredible to me. You've gotten real close to me in this short time we've been getting to know each other.
I'm back, it's June 7, 2001. Sorry for the lay off since the 4th but, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Thinking of my mom, sisters, my past life, my future & a lot of you, you, you. When I was thinking of my mom you eventually came into my thoughts. Thinking of my sisters, same result. So basically you be on my mind a lot. I ask myself why? Was it because I was lonely? Is it your personality? Or is it much deeper than that? Can I ask if you are feeling the same? It's been like this since your 1st letter to me. What is it, I just don't know? But it's very special & I want it to stay that way 'cause why have anything else than good feelings?
Hey, well what do you know, I was just talking about how you are to me & the 1st thing you say in your letter is that I'm killing you & what am I doing to you? So I had you from hello huh? Same here. I think it's love cause you just said it. What do you think? That fast, or is it someting that was ment to be? Like karma? It's like fate. I don't have the answers sweetheart.
Monica baby, you're a very sweet lady. You're very beautiful both inside & out. Everything about you is so special, I never met a women like you before. I wish I was with you right now. Damn Monica, why are you doing this to me? You must like seeing me suffer huh? As for what I'm thinking now. You, you, you. You totally took over my thoughts. My mind is clouded with your vision, your smile & your sexy body. I hear the mail man coming, hope he brings me your letter, feel sad when not. You're killing me Monica. You knocked down my walls surrounding & protecting my heart. You basically brought me out of a love grave towards another women. You know I've been hurt already & you took that hurt totally away. Thank you for all you've done to me.
As for what I'm going to tell you? That I love you Monica. Hope you want to love me back. I want you in my life. I want to be with you when I get out. I want to meet your family. I want you to meet my family too.
Well baby it's time for me to go but, not for long. I honestly hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable with this letter. I had to tell you how I was feeling because of you. I can't wait to leave this place.
Your Papi Chulo,
Ralphy
P.S. 'Til our pen & paper meet again....
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